.no more.

she fades. speak she does not.
they steal her voice. leave her with a broken smile.

she cries. without sound.
tear flow out, wish they can flow back in.

shes there to be blamed. shes there to take the fall.
shout. yell. scream.
shes going nowhere.
she replies no more.
just silence.
hope its enough to comfort her.

.digital world.

high-tech world. everything is in minimalist mode. digital. sleek. simple. too bad it doesnt stop there. it influences the way we communicate. the way we think. the way we live our life. it reduces the complexity of the universe. my universe, at least. when a face-to-face conversation is not something they are longing for. when they hate the colors of my skirt just because they have only plain black skirts. when theyd rather heat their tasteless food in the microwave instead of waiting for my homemade soup.
maybe its just too fast a pace for me to catch up. too simple a world for me to live in.
i still need colors. i still need some complexity. oh well, im just an analog girl in a digital world. let me tick my second. i let you beep yours.

.equation.

"math is the surest subject on earth, you know...anywhere you go, 1+1=2 and -1+1=0". Hah! if only life is as simple as mathematical equation. if only the surity of mathematical notion can be applied in real life, where one wrong can be nullified with one right. heart has its own equation. i understand none. the pattern is abstract. sometimes it is so happen that one big right can be nullified by one simple wrong. some other time, one simple right can give you the right answer of all the negative numeric figure of wrongs. nothing is as sure as math, my friend. and be thankful that nothing is.