.reality bites.

i sit here listening to her talking about her dream guy. she is definitely in love. she falls for the guy. i should be happy for her but i know i shouldnt. i think my friend has become my enemy. she is the other woman. the kind of woman i curse. i always hate the fact that a relationship has to end because of the other woman. but this time, i dont know where to take stand. my idealism of a happy-ending-with-no-other-woman relationship or the reality that my friend is happy. reality bites. i know. gee...no words come out of my mouth. not a single comment. speechless. why everything has to be this complicated? why cant my friend find a decent guy who is single and available? is it true that all decent guys are taken? hummm...now i think i ask myself too many questions. focus. help her. damn, i dont know what to say. coz it will be wrong to tell her that she ruins the guys relationship. she didnt ruin it. she aint a bitch that purposely ruin everyone elses relationship just for fun. she just unintendedly fell for a nice guy at the wrong time. i havent seen her laugh the way she is laughing for quite a while. obviously, she is happy. who am i to say that she should stop seeing him and stop being happy? a friend of mine once said "if you feel that a person COULD be the one, go for that person. a probability of finding the one is so rare. dont let anything hold you back." i dont know whether or not its true but that what comes out of my mouth. i spill it out. i say "go...enjoy the free falling. he could be the one. who knows?" anyone who heard me mustve thought that im crazy but do i care? i love my friend and i want her to be happy or at least try to pursue her happiness. if falling for that guy makes her happy then i will support her. i only hope that my friend will be able to stand up on her own if the guys not ready to catch her as she falls. a good guy. a good girl. one bad time. yes, reality bites.