.just love.

i take a look around. i see couples. i stop for a while. get to know them. how they can work things out between them. surprisingly i find out that most of them doesnt love each other the way lovers should. they hold on to the status of being in a relationship JUST BECAUSE theyre just too afraid to be single. to be alone. ironically, most of the loneliest people are in a relationship. they use each other company JUST BECAUSE two people look nicer than one. its all a mask. covered up with lies, betrayal, and lust.

relationship shouldnt be about sex. it shouldnt be about the kisses, the hugs, and the pride of getting a pretty woman or a handsome man. it shouldnt be about what looks good. relationship should be about love. real love. about picturing yourself 40 or 50 years from now when youre on your deathbed. will that person still be there? can that person raise your children? it should be about someone who can hold your hand when life throws you upside down. someone who can slap you in the face when youre outta line. someone who can challenge your dream. someone who can give you pat in the back.

i used to envy the couples. now that i know the truth, i envy them no more. i am currently happily married. married to my hope and dreams. those are the things i just couldnt live without. i hope that someday ill find that someone. but hey, i dont know have i met him or not (quoting from a friend =]). i just wanna be in a real relationship. with no lies. no betrayal. just love. is that too much to ask?