.a brand new day.

this morning, as i walked into my office, everyone around me asked "hey sa,,,you seem so happy. whats up?" and i told them that nothings up. they just didnt believe it. they said i keep on smiling. im happy. theres nothing, really. i woke up this morning and decided to start a new life. its cliche. maybe for you but not for me. i really wanna start a brand new life. ive been hurt so many times before. ive fell so hard into the thing they called love. ive been twisted upside down. lifes been tough. but lately (couple of days ago to be exact), i was reminded by a long lost friend of how ive been blessed too. i have a great family. my dad has taught me so many great things (implicitly!!!). behind his anger and loud voice, i find an assurance that all hed ever want is for me to be happy. about my mom, i dont even have to ask. i know for sure she loves me. i hear it in her prayers. i see it in her face. last but not least, my sister. she can be so damn annoying at times. but hey, whose sisters not? hehehe...but i love her and for sure she loves me. aside from my family, i have the worlds greatest bestfriends. some people can only have one or two. lucky me, i get bunch of them. all in one package. theyre always there for me. sometimes, they accompany me with laughter. other times, they accompany me in their solitude. bottomline is: i am blessed!!! this morning, as i remembered my blessings one by one, i smiled. when i looked to the sky and found it all clear blue, i smiled. in life, things can be so cruel. so tough. thats why we get so lucky when we could start a day with a smile. embrace that day. we get so few of them.