.wait.

can a heart loves two other hearts at the same time?
can it be real when you dont even know its there?
can you say you moved on when you keep on looking back every now and then?
can i trust the way i feel?

damn, so many questions. some people try to help. thanks, but no. noone can. not even me. ive been looking around for answers. none. ive given up. so tired. then i kneel down and pray. its my last resort. my last ray of hope. i wait and wait and wait. yesterday i told myself "maybe tomorrow". today i tell myself "maybe today". argh,,,i hate to admit that the wait is killing me. it eats away my hope. bit by bit.